Johnny , l send you and your family my condolences on your loss. I am keeping all of you in my daily prayers .

Forever in my heart

In memory of Nicole M. Graber, Jennifer Bianchi lit a candle

In memory of Nicole M. Graber, Jennifer Bianchi lit a candle

In memory of Nicole M. Graber, Jennifer Bianchi lit a candle

In memory of Nicole M. Graber, Jennifer Bianchi lit a candle

In memory of Nicole M. Graber, Jennifer Bianchi lit a candle

Sending my thoughts and prayers to all of Nicole’s family and friends. I am so sorry

Janice (my dearest sister), Johnny (my most beloved and respected nephew), and John, It is surreal that we are in this place at this time. Nicole was such a bright, beautiful light for the 9 days she was home from May 27th to June 5th. I saw her almost every day; she looked so healthy and so very beautiful; and we talked of positive things and plans and dreams. Since last Wednesday, June 8th, when I learned that she passed on, I have been walking around in a fog. Throughout my life, in times of great sorrow, I have found solace by entering into the world of a child. Nicole's 3 children - Anthony, Siena, and Antonia - have helped me to cope and accept; but it's so hard. It's so hard for me to come to your house now. It's so hard when I bring the kids home and the kids see so many cars in the driveway; and Anthony and Siena say, "There are so many people at our house again." They don't know. Antonia is Nicole's "mini me." She is a little princess, and she is so joyful and so happy and so loved and so cherished, just like her Mommy. She is her mommy's twin. Just last week, I said to both Janice and Nicole - since I have Antonia every day; and Siena not quite so often (and Anthony is in school) - that I now understand what Janice's life was like when she had only Nicole for 5 years (since I had 3 boys), and how she is/was involved in everything you do. Antonia and I literally spend our entire day talking, cooking, playing, etc.; life with a best friend, but she's under 3 feet tall, and under 2 years old! And, she's always ready to participate in anything I suggest we do. So many times - over the past year - Nicole thanked me for my help with the kids; and I always said, "Nicole, just take care of you. Get healthy. We got the kids. They're okay. You take care of you." And, I know, as God is my witness, I know, she was trying. My heart is shattered into a million pieces because here I am, 4 years after Brianna passing on 6/22/18, that Nicole is gone; and I'm going to say good-bye to another loved and cherished niece. Janice, John, and Johnny, you will say good-bye to your daughter/sister; Anthony, Siena, and Antonia will never see their Mommy again. Honestly, I'm thankful that Nicole was here for 9 days, totally focused on her children; and I'm so proud of Nicole for her focus on the kids and how they thrived with their "Mommy" here. They grew up overnight. The joy they experienced with Mommy here, from morning to night, is a cherished memory (although they don't know it yet) that they will carry forever in their hearts. For all of Nicole's friends, and I know there are so, so many, she was a beautiful person who loved everyone. She was fierce, she was a champion for the underdog, for those who were bullied and picked on; she couldn't stand someone belittling someone else - and this started when she was 5 years old in kindergarten. She was an amazing human being, and I'm so thankful that I was able to be a part of her life. I'm proud to be her Aunt. Over the past year or so, Nicole asked me to take pictures and videos of the kids; and she asked me to talk about her to the kids. I did. I didn't know why it seemed so important to her at the time, but now I understand. So as my son, Tony, couldn't pronounce the word 'Nicole,' and called her, "Baby Cole," I will say for the very last time, "Rest easy, my darling. You got this, Baby Cole, You got this."

Rest easy beautiful. ?

MAY JESUS , GOD AND THE BLESSED MOTHER WATCH OVER HER. RIP SWEETHEART !

john janice my condolences to you and youre family pete

Janice , John, Johnny, Anthony , Siena , and Antonia I am so sorry for the loss of our beautiful Nicole. She was my heart ,my best friend, my sister, my family .. I am completely broken . Sending love ,strength, and prayers to you all at this difficult time . I love you guys so much and I will continue to keep her memory alive .

Jan,John. Johnny, Anthony, Siena and Antonia My sincerest condolences for you at this time. You have my deepest sympathy and unwavering support. Wishing you peace, comfort, courage, and lots of love at this time of sorrow. My heart goes out to you at this difficult time. May God bless your family Love Tom and Ginny

She was the most beautiful moving, hilarious, kind hearted fierce loving woman. I loved her so much. I am so grateful for the bond we shared, my heart is broken and I cannot begin to imagine what her parents, brother, and children are going through. Her memory will live on In me forever … I love you all so much and I’ll see you soon

Please accept our deepest condolences for your family's loss.